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The Big Sleep
03:09
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I don’t believe in miracles
Only shit luck
I haven’t been set free
I’ve been set up
I haven’t been set free
I’ve been set up
I don’t believe your kisses
Don’t believe your lust
Don’t believe your story
Can’t believe my luck
Don’t believe your words
I don’t believe in love
But i do believe i’m being fucked
Go back to Encino California
Go back before you’re too far in
Why didn’t you just call a lawyer
Why drag your sister in to this
Would you forget about the fucking pictures
And don’t say a word
Would just stay home one night
And let me handle her
Don’t gamble away everything
You’re gonna have to pay me some day
Hopefully soon
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2. |
Nothing To It
05:20
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I cant bring myself to do the things in life
I know would really bring me joy
(There's nothing to it)
Id rather be miserable than make myself uncomfortable i guess thats it
(Theres nothing to it)
Ive never felt emptier it is a pit its loneliness ive always felt it
(There's nothing to it)
But i can’t get away from it its take hold and now i’m in its grip
(Theres nothing to it)
Pain is all there is
There’s nothing to it
Pain is all there is
There’s nothing to it
The Soul is a burden
The Soul is what hurts
The Soul is a burden
The Soul is what hurts
I go to a factory now every day and run my body through machines
I clockout and buy my brand of beer the folks in here they know me and they understand me
My labor gets extracted then I’m right back where I started, my spirit empty
I’ve been so thoroughly alienated that i can’t even imagine having ownership of the life i live
Pain is all there is
There’s nothing to it
Pain is all there is
There’s nothing to it
The Soul is a burden
The Soul is what hurts
The Soul is a burden
The Soul is what hurts
I worry every night that in the morning you’ll decide youve finally had enough
And you’ll pack the kid into the car and everything you want to keep in the trunk
And then you’ll drive away simultaneously robbing my life of all its meaning
And then what will i do well i think we know but i shouldn’t say but we’re all thinking it
Pain is all there is
There’s nothing to it
Pain is all there is
There’s nothing to it
The Soul is a burden
The Soul is what hurts
The Soul is a burden
The Soul is what hurts
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3. |
Slumber Party Massacre
04:07
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I wouldve thought you’d value love more highly
But you just wanted to be one of the boys
We’re beneath the tv glowing laughing smiling
But really i’m feeling kind of annoyed
You weren’t there for the oxycontin summer
You weren’t there for the beach at 5 am
You just showed up one day come on girl
If i’d known what you are i never would have let you in
When school starts up again
You’ll just pretend like nothing happened
I might’ve played things a little different
If I knew you’d act like we weren’t ever friends
I might’ve took a little of a different tack
If i thought i could be one of the girls
I was so full of it now looking back
Holding my breath til i turned purple
How come you were holding me so tightly
When we were hiding from him in the closet
If you thought it was your last night with me
Why couldn’t you just be fucking honest
If we're all gonna wind up dead
As a direct result of our actions
I might have told you that i loved you
If i knew it would never fucking matter
If I’m gonna end up in a pool of blood with my tits out
I should at least get a few of my own hits in before i go down
If we're all gonna end up dead
No matter what happens
I might have told you that i loved you
If i knew it would never fucking matter
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4. |
Sourwoods
02:16
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5. |
A Better Place
02:24
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You can choose to be happy any day
You can get to know the real you self actuate
Take a course on mindfulness mediate
But you can’t make the world a better place
We all construct our reality customize everything
And what you consume is what you believe
All of your takes are totally based
But you can’t make the world a better place
Theres no form of protest they can’t use against
If you think of revolution they’ll come and collect you
Can’t even imagine how to begin to escape
You can’t make the world a better place
I try to be good to my neighbors
I try to do work i believe in
I want to improve life for everyone
How do i do that without changing anything
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It ain’t that hard to talk to grandma on the phone
It ain’t that bad just sittin in silence all alone
It ain’t that long between the weekends and the days go faster the older that you get
The only thing I want these days is to hold you close
Just sitting there and laughing with you at the bullshit on our phones
I'll gladly work my life away just to keep you home and safe with me my love
The pain gets less each day just like they say
Memories degrade like an old worn out cassette tape
The more that you replay them and there’s nothing you can do to make them stay
Nothing I want more than to hold you til the morning
It ain’t that hard to face the worst as long as I have you
I’ll know just what to do because love will make it obvious
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7. |
Rot Away With Me
03:23
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I can’t hold you
Without holding you back
I’m begging you not to leave
Stay here and rot away with me
Say you wanna go to New York City
We’ll that’s a pity I mean really that’s a shame
Cause of my anxiety I mean
I can’t stand all the people and I’ve never even been on a plane
If you wanna move on up
Go ahead, love
there’s nothing stopping you just know that i’m gonna have to stay
Right here because
I won’t be good enough wherever we go but i want you to be happy anyway
I can’t hold you
Without holding you back
I’m begging you not to leave
Stay here and rot away with me
I can’t hold you
Without holding you back
I’m begging you not to leave
Stay here and rot away with me
I know that you deserve more
In fact i’ve been through this before
I don’t wanna lead you on you gotta know that i am not
The most adventurous guy
I can’t look people in the eye
I step outside i think i’m gonna die and i can hardly talk
If you really love me
Then don't try to be free
i don’t wanna try to be something that i’m not
I can’t hold you
Without holding you back
I’m begging you not to leave
Stay here and rot away with me
I can’t hold you
Without holding you back
I’m begging you not to leave
Stay here and rot away with me
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8. |
Roman
02:30
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Drinking beer and lemonade
Lime trees sway in lush July
Stumbling drunk down the promenade
Afraid of the beautiful women walking by
Seventeen and you can’t be serious
Seventeen on a cool night in July
Seventeen ecstatic delirious
Seventeen on a cool night in july
Smells of baking bread and mint
Sticky alcohol and coffee
You don’t know where all your friends went
A simple country boy drinking in the city
Seventeen and you can’t be serious
Seventeen on a cool night in July
Seventeen ecstatic delirious
Seventeen on a cool night in july
Don't be alarmed gendarmes
Don’t twist my arm gendarmes
I don’t mean no harm gendarmes
I’m fresh off the farm gendarmes
Seventeen and you can’t be serious
Seventeen on a cool night in July
Seventeen ecstatic delirious
Seventeen on a cool night in july
Them pretty girls have got a read on you
They tease you and the wine flushes your cheeks
A simple country boy drinking in the city
A simple country boy at 17
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9. |
Wretched of the Earth
03:49
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A rotting corpse is stalking the planet
The festering body of neoliberal capitalism
They’ve got a corpse propped up on tv
Selling genocide as austerity
Millions and millions of rounds of ammunition
Tanks for the cops and teargas for civilians
Ghouls spitting money into each others mouths
While I’m working my carcass right into the ground
Staring up at this hulking eldritch beast
That runs on blood and drugs and gasoline
Truly I’m beginning to believe in Satan
Who could’ve devised such an abomination
It’s taken control over your body
It has a billion eyes it’s always watching
They charged you for your first gasping breath
They’ll steal your labor until there's nothing left
Already millions of people it’s eaten
We're living in hell, working for the demons
if we took all their wealth and threw them in jail for the rest of their days we still wouldn’t be even
When I grab the hand of my comrade
And together we struggle to our feet
That malevolent creature starts spewing icor
And together we realize we can defeat it
Arise ye workers from your slumber!
Arise ye wretched of the earth!
We toilers of all fields united
join hand in hand with all who work
Arise ye slaves, no more in thrall
We have been nothing, we shall be all
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10. |
To Die Alone
03:49
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11. |
Both Ways
04:55
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I know the phone goes both ways okay
But I just can’t do it today
And if you pick up what do I say
What do I say
I know you worry when I isolate myself
But I don’t really wanna ask for help yet
I promise that I won’t wait til it’s too late
It’s been years since I thought about a method or a date
I know the phone goes both ways
But it’s just been one long day
one long day after the next
And I don’t know what to say I get so tired I forget
to turn the page to write this down
I look at your name and I frown
I’ve been thinking about him every day lately
I’ve just been whispering his name out loud
You think it would get easier as memories start fading
But it really fucking hurts to forget a little more every day and my little boy was just a baby god you’d be so proud
I know the phone goes both ways
I know the distance isn’t too great
It wouldn’t be too weird to just call and say i hey I miss you
Even though we haven’t spoken in years
The tears do dry up
If you give it long enough
The feelings do die
As time goes by
I do try I do try I do try
I know the phone goes both ways
But it’s really hard to stay on the line
I’m fine but I can't talk about it today okay
I know the phone goes both ways okay
Okay
I know the phone goes both ways okay
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Little Patriot Asheville, North Carolina
Cotton Davenport
Singer of sad songs
Asheville, North Carolina
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